You guys are wonderful.
Thanks for the support.
I feel better this morning. I've had a moment of zen or something. Whatever happened, I awoke feeling very in control. I haven't had this feeling for weeks. It feels damn good.
So, I'm on my second cup of coffee and planning to spend the day cleaning the house. We are getting together with friends tonight so I will have to eat and there will be alcohol but I can handle it. It is all I will consume for the day besides coffee and water.
I feel calmly aware of myself this morning. Accepting who I am, the good and the bad, and facing it head on.
Because deep down inside, away from the self-criticisms, away from the ED, away from the fears and anger...I know that I am worth loving.
Sometimes I fall down but I will never give up on me. Never.
Peace to you all and wishes for a productive day.