25 October 2009

Happy and Hungover

The party last night was a BLAST. I drank a ridiculous amount and ate more then I am willing to think about at the moment. I was a super cute sexy devil and M loved the fun wig I wore. It was good times and I don't regret a moment! Last year at this same party I got so drunk that I passed out in the bathroom. Yeah, totally embarassing. This year I actually ate (and kept down most of it!) a meal before the event...and I did something that I've never done before.

I purged at the party.

I went to the bathroom and threw up several times during the night actually. It allowed me to keep drinking and eating. Purging and partying are two great things that go great together!

I know that I have issues but I just don't give a shit as long as my jeans keep getting looser.

I'm hungover today and have been eating crap. Of course, most of it is purged. I am going to attempt another fast this week. Last week I was a terrible failure on the fasting front but I'm feeling strong and ready to drop more of these disgusting pounds.

I hope you all had a great weekend!


  1. Hope ya don't mind another blog follower, I've been reading your blogs and decided to start following them. :) Thanks for posting your feelings, I've been surprised just how many of us there are out there and it helps to no feel so alone!

    Stay Strong!

  2. Easy on the purging dear. We wouldn't want to ruin that beautiful voice of yours (even though I haven't heard it XDD but still). Anyway, I'm glad you had a great time. Party on, girl!

  3. wow you do purge alot....but everyone has their own vice. I'm glad you enjoyed yourself...the outfit sounds delishh

  4. This is my first visit to your blog. I hope you feel better your blog is very interesting.

  5. love it! so glad you had a great time at the party, you little devil! so where are you in terms of your gw and cw and all that yucko stuff these days? i love you!