I have spent the day b/p.
I've removed at least 70% of my calorie intake and let me tell you...it was an impressive intake.
I can't explain what happened today. It is rainy and cold and M and I decided to spend the day indoors which led to him making a terribly fattening breakfast which I couldn't pass up and thus the purging began. After that he was called into work and I spent the afternoon wallowing in binge hell. I went to McDonalds for godssake!! Sweet jeebus I binged and purged and binged and purged and ...
It is finally over. I'm exhausted. I've eaten everything sweet, salty, and otherwise. I can safely fast for the rest of the week. Today was my food nightmare.
And the sickest thing is that there is a part of me that is proud...yes, Proud...that I purged so easily all day.
I'm okay with this. The less calories the more I win.
Stay strong...stay hungry.