My friend's (she was my bridesmaid) only sister is dying from pancreatic cancer.
I don't know what to say or do for her. I'm so terrible with this kind of thing.
I feel so ashamed for my selfish focus when a wonderful young wife and mother is battling for her life.
I am not a religious person.
At most I'd describe myself as a cynical-leaning idealist. (horrible combination really)
Alas, if I believed in prayer - I'd be on my knees right now.
I'm simply not very hungry these days, physically or emotionally.